dont get me wrong. i like olivet. i am just so lonely here. i have my sister but shes really the only one. i have a few friends… but im not close to them. my roommate and 2 of my friends left this morning to go to chicago and didnt ask me or tell me. they left a sticky note on my chair. i dont have anyone to talk to because when i talk to them i feel like im bothering them. what i want right now is to have at least one person here who cares besides my sister. i want to find my place here. or go home. i have considered transferring and maybe i could just go about my four years as a loner. i could do that. just decide from the beginning? i could do that at a big university. just be a ghost. i wish i could start all over here. not talk to anyone. maybe i wouldnt feel like this. im filling out a transfer application. its settled.